You should do this too.

Yesterday I felt like crying more than I felt like doing other things. It started out crummy, got worse and ended with me eating pie for dinner. Praying for some really good news today for one of the very few humans I can't possibly be expected to ever exist without.

However. 

There was one stupid good moment yesterday that made my husband so happy it was catchy. You should know we have been sleeping in the valley of suck every night. Twice we have been lucky enough to be given mattresses from my grandparents that they had in guest rooms. Sadly, both of these very quickly grew out of their mattress duties and decided to take on role as marriage counselor. The dumb things decided Jared and I didn't spend enough time together. Really, really together. So out of the kindness of their springs, I'm sure, they provided a sinkhole in the middle that chucked us into the center each night. Those mattresses should have stuck to their day (night?) job. It just made us throw curses of revenge at each other every time a arm whacked a face or a leg crossed the line. We tried everything to avoid it. We would start out the night as far from each other as physically possible with out falling off, clinging to the top on the hill. It became necessary to throw an arm and leg off the side for leverage. This caused horrible anxiety as those limbs were just waiting to chopped off by the ax murderers waiting under the bed.

The pain is over my friends. Just a mere eight point two five years for us to come to our senses. Our brand new amazon bargain of a mattress arrived yesterday. Suddenly all the Christmas music I've been playing seemed very appropriate. We bought a twelve inch memory foam blah blah blah. We went to bed at nine. I feel like we have a new roommate, one I should be jealous of. Jared's been giving the thing dreamy eyes since he saw the box. Creepy, but nice. Very, very nice.

where I found it that pic.